We went to the middle, we got bored. The middle place for me is a sort of a calm place. You have the time to sort of reflect on what's going on in life or on what have you just done. Maybe we want to avoid such palce at some point and reach the extremes of feeling something. We work as a team, so we can feel each others energy as it builds up, we try to exhaust ourselves and go to extremes. I actually feel fragile, I'm not sure if I can do this. Now I understand a little bit what my dad was saying: there was a period of my life when I felt depressed and down, I could not understand why and then his solution was I should just run, run, run, run, until I collapse and then I will be cured.